I haven’t posted a blog entry since last year! My head has been so full that I’ve forgotten to take any of my own advice about taking a deep breath or doing the next right thing, or that it’s ok to not get everything done. I’m here today, in this moment typing away because shit has once again hit the proverbial fan. Five days ago, I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes and high cholesterol and put on several new medications (if you haven’t read any of my previous blogs, I am a side effect magnet). None of this has been easy, all of this is in a cyclone of emotion. Right now, I’m washing laundry and must frantically attempt to dry it, then take a shower and pack snacks so I can be two work in 38 minutes. Why didn’t I prepare ahead? Because I have ADHD and since starting medication to control my blood sugar all I want to do is sleep and possibly throw up. I’ll definitely be back for a more involved post, but right now, I just decided that I was going to write this one little post as a baby step. Because baby steps count too.
Creating my own sunshine 🌞